(new song) Future Ex-Husband

Future Husband

(verse 1)

you are familiar as the ring on my finger
that you put there only yesterday
i watch you
when you don't know i'm watching you
and you bring out the electricity in the air
and your hands too soft to bear
and when you love me late at night
you hold me in your arms, so very tight

(chorus)

my future husband is
knockin' at the door (x3)
my future husband is
comin' back for more (x3)
my future husband
is playin' his guitar (x3)
my future husband
is crashin' all his cars (x3)

(verse 2)

he wears t-shirts and sneakers \
like they're goin' out of style
shaggy dark-haired man
playin' rhythms with a smile
and when the tears come pouring down
he knooooows he is home
no more lonliness, comtemplations
or spiking drinks to please a circle of friends he no longer knows

(chorus)


my future husband is
knockin' at the door (x3)
my future husband is
comin' back for more (x3)
my future husband
is playin' his guitar (x3)
my future husband
is crashin' all his cars (x3)

(bridge)

and the aliens come to take me away...
and the night sky turns a different shade of gray...
and the anti-christ is here
and so is god
and i wave good-by to my future ex-husband with a sob
he gives me a wink and says it'll be ok...
and i will see you again one fine rainy day

(chorus)


my future husband is
knockin' at the door (x3)
my future husband is
comin' back for more (x3)
my future husband
is playin' his guitar (x3)
my future husband
is crashin' all his cars (x3)

effortlessly (new song)

effortlessly (new song)

the church bells give me
no comfort to the
mp3 player ringing in my
disillusioned ears
light a cigarette backwards
turn it around again
smoke heavy
breath in smog filled air
L.A sanctuary
a joint grazing my
callus lips
breath in again
freeing sounds
drifting through my
disillusioned ears
our songs play
cigarette burning
you wait patiently
as I write
come back to me
effortlessly
put cigarette out
on shirt sleeves made of
flannel
did you wash them today?
effortless
songs blaring
headphones of quality
like your second song
you write
effortlessly
tug of earphone wires
as espresso grazes my
willful lips
blasting a song of L.A likliness
punk and ska
woeful entrances
blasting
effortlessly

from poem to a song...

reborn a star (new song)

i wanna be reincarnated into a star

a bright shining star in the sky

but only if

you are there shining next to me

i only look at the night sky

to talk to you

i was once asked if i look at the stars

i stated

only if you were there

when i see a shooting star
i think of how far i'd have to fall
to no longer be alive
to no longer shine like you
the wish that i make
on that star and that moment in time
is for that star to stop in its tracks
and stop falling.  stop shooting.
keep shining

i imagine you there now

and now i look at the stars

if you were reincarnated into a star

you would shine brighter than the rest

and you would shine so bright

all the other stars would lose their light

the contentment you would feel

in that night sky

shining so bright

brighter than you ever shined in life

put me next to you 

in that night sky

two twin shining stars

shining just as bright

together

we'd find our light

and we'd no longer feel pain

and we'd no longer be lost

from each other

when i see a shooting star
i think of how far i'd have to fall
to no longer be alive
to no longer shine like you
the wish that i make
on that star and that moment in time
is for that star to stop in its tracks
and stop falling.  stop shooting.
keep shining

i wanna be a star

just a bright star

drifting in the galaxy

reincarnated next to you

only you

drifting endlessly

for eternity.