Santa Clause Song (full)

what exactly can he provide you? 
Can he make you feel more beautiful 
than you already are? 
If you hate them...
will he hate them too?

is it more than loyalty?
more than fate stepping in 
more than consistency 
more than a constant need

and what if 
what if
what if
what if

and what if
what if
what if
what if

he died for you?
put that gun in his mouth
and just died for you?

yes,
heroin is bad
yes heroin is deadly
yes heroin will kill
YOU

when drugs are a coping mechanism
you.... flourish?
flourish
flourish
flourish

flourish into a flower
prick yourself with the thorn
she was in my very side

 and what if
what if 
what if
what if

and what if 
what if
what if
what if

pendulum by my side
shaking from side to side
say yes
say yes
say yes

no more hair color
no more eyes
just a walking zombie
by my side

true love
real love
great love

true love
real love
great love

can ya feel it?
can ya feel it?
can ya feel it?

he can feel it...
he can feel it...
he can feel it...

just another crack in the universe
my tears split open the wound
his spirit
singing
dancing
enchanting
around me he lingers
forever more
forever more
forever more

gimme back my vodka!
where's my vodka?
it all started with vodka!

low flying planes
subway trains
nothing to gain
but a bulging vain

stick your needle in me!
don't you dare!
you're the heroin junkie!
in despair! 

okay. so i lied.
he had blonde hair.
and bright blue eyes.
and when our worlds collide
we both ---

DIE.