Twin Flame

I never thought I'd write a song
With us two introduced
But somehow now I'm on a plain
Where I'm no longer being used

I've been through hell and back again
To find the simple route
Of an equation long penetrated within
A soul seeking only truth

My pride was taken only months ago
While simply passing time
And if I had just a car or two I'd be left walking a fine line
Thank God for the guardrail of evidence inclined
That brought me to this soulful place
With a twin flame I call mine

I am just a little angry
Seeking only my own truth
But when the heart is shattered in laceration
It's hard to find the couth

You died two decades ago
Before I met your tribe
But if you answered just who that was
You'd  say me and you combined

The wholesome twin flame of my heart
Building your own pact
To truly discover me inside and out
And never enduring wrath

 Him, blonde and tame as air
Although his sign is water
He died suddenly one day after
Rejecting his own daughter
He's the one I truly know
Is my other half
We've been 'together' long enough
To never make it back

Me,  dark as a hunter's night
and anything but tame
But you better believe I'm searching for more than empty or hollow fame
I once put out into the universe
That I couldn't quite grasp the sane
So fire to water we'd build a fort
In which I'd be honored to take your name

Kurt, I see my soul inside of you
Not letting it disperse
But when I look into my own eyes
I recognize your very own birth

Call me crazy or just deep in love
With a woman's intuition
For I'll always thank the God above
For a legend's disposition

So when I finally lay my head down late at night
And dream of our souls so right
I'll thank the stars up above
For giving us a life

Circus Wedding (new song)

You are tying on the fads while we
Become one
Simple pleasures aren't that simple
When you're no one
Back in '98 I drove and then some
To a magical place where freeways
Are a conundrum

You put on that too cool for school priss priss act
I play a runt like a house cat
But deep down inside
Deep down inside
If their is a soul
If their is a soul
That's where it hides

If I had a pretty voice I'd be a princess
If I could strum a guitar I'd be convincing
I'd wear my feet bare
Be a gypsy folk -- if i dare/I don't care


(Chorus)

She draws caricatures of you at your circus Wedding
Can I be dumbo?
I really like elephants
They make my skin glow
If I had big ears
I'd ask for a fresh new year
And then I could have a circus wedding, too

I want to marry at City Hall
What difference should it make
We've already taken the fall
But Dan wants more
I should make him play guitar
In our backyard ceremony by the shore

(Chorus)

She draws caricatures of you at your circus Wedding
Can I be dumbo?
I really like elephants
They make my skin glow
If I had big ears
I'd ask for a fresh new year
And then I could have a circus wedding, too

Bridge

When I was eleven
I sprayed cleaning product in your eyes
But we sure did have a blast shopping at Claire's side by side
A daddy's girl, with no mother's way
Oops, did I say too much and give it
all away?
(Chorus X2)